Why am I feeling like this way?
I can’t take ye out of my mind.
I tried myself not to remember ye,
But my sense keeps on uplifting the memories we had.
I miss you, very much.
I love you, so much.
But everytime I look at myself in the mirror,
I see the useless and worthless per.
I love seeing your pictures, our pictures.
Then I realized how crummy and lousy I am.
And these, these breaks my heart into pieces,
’cause no one likes me and I know, no one will ever like and love me.
I am brainless.
I am a fat tall ugly duckling!
I don’t deserve anything in this world.
I am just an unimportant one, that has no rights in this elysium world!
I regret it! I regret it! Damn it!
It was a mistake! A huge mistake!
I shouldn’t have done those things to you.
Though believe me, I tried!
I really tried and even forced myself,
Just to forget you but I’m sorry I failed.
My feelings grow bigger and stronger