Been a long time! All this time, I am still trying to forget you! But look what you did, such a splendid! With your simple “Kmusta?” , my whole mystic awakens! I hope you know that by my immediate reply. Why does every time I made myself busy to avoid thinking of you, YOU unexpectedly pop up?!
Trying to think of it, are you playing with me? You damn messaged me and then later on when I replied, you ignored it! Well, I know that you are busy out there but is it a burden to at least notice my reply? You actually messaged me first, you awaken my asleep ticker! But you made me conclude that having a conversation with me is a burden. I noticed that your social media account is online, you even posted something and replied to some comments. With that, since I received no reply from you, I’m trying to move on and forget again. When I reached to the point that you were not in my mind, you messaged me again. And then when I replied, you kept on ignoring it, you sometimes never dare to seen my message. The scenario repeatedly happened. I hope you noticed the efforts I made so I could have a long conversation with you… You kept messaging how I am doing. Well probably, if I could tell you frankly, I am really having a hard time on trying to understand you. You made things difficult for me! Why take time on asking me how I am doing, if you’ll just going to ignore me? Honestly, it is an insult to my part. Yeah, I sometimes had the courage to do what you’ve done, so you could feel the way I felt. But…. the courage I have is not enough…. I feel uneasy for not replying, it took me 4 hours, ahmmm.. I guess it was only 2 hours?… Okay! It actually just took me an hour before replying. Do you even have any idea how hard it is to me, making myself busy and deal with other things so I could also ignore your message? Then at that time, you noticed it…. you immediately replied to my message…. You made me think that you are waiting for my reply, that you are curious why I wasn’t able to reply immediately. But that thoughts remains that way.